I want an exciting life
A life stretched to its fullest potential
Used to what it was created to achieve
God has a destiny for me
I believe communication is the key to successful relationships
And relationships is the key to life
Without love, all this will be impossible
I value a friend above performance
My close friends must be people who are committed to progress
They must have a proven character
They are people of integrity
They must be people with Big dreams and actions just as big
HAHA
Now, here's something new on my blog. my want list!
I figured that I should start wanting stuff and ejoying my life. Fed up with always compromising.
So here goes.
WANTS(needs in fact)
~ 2 new good zildjian crash cymbals (got 1 already!)
~ iron cobra double pedal
~ new tama full drumset
~ clavinova electric piano
~ fender bass amp ~ super good pair of in-ear earphones ~ new leatherback nkjv (slightly smaller than A4) size Bible
~ GTA San Andreas
~ GTA 4
~ New fast laptop ~ Car with petrol paid for
~ Maybach Exelero *find out more* It costs USD 8million
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Thursday, February 27, 2014
Out of curiosity, I googled my ID and was reminded of my blog. Amazingly my posts and photos are still largely intact, even for my Flickr account. I clicked on old links to friends and classmate's blogs, and indeed a couple of them still blog till this day! I guess blogging never really dies. It was a way for me to express my feelings in the past quite foolishly to the world, not knowing who was reading. What's really amazing was that I could somehow login to my blogspot account which has since been moved to google, to read and even write this post! It has been nearly 6 years since I last wrote.
I must say I really miss my friends and people I knew then. I think we've all changed somewhat. I can't speak this of anyone else, but I realise that I have pretty much kept many of the habits which I had since 2006. Yes, I've changed and gotten better at many aspects, but I'm still who I am.
I'm actually quite pleased that I could refer back to some of these ancient pots I wrote, no matter how embarrassing, yet they were written and captured like a log of my past, pre-Facebook. The net has changed so much, I even recall using madmail and playing runescape and need for speed 2, or was it 3. Nevertheless I am still very much someone who believes in something and preaches it with fervor. I am reminded of past relationships that failed, deep personal questions that I asked myself then and still ask today, hopefully to be a good student of the past and actually move on, change for the better, and never repeat those mistakes. If I was the same 8years ago, how much different will I be in the next 8 or 10 or 20 or till I retire? It's definitely a wake up call. I'm absolutely sure God brought me back for a reason. The divine kick in the butt I call it.
You won! 7:22 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
ALRIGHT. since gin asked, i will blog a post. haha
updates since the last post.
I'm not officially 21. had a great celebration, to me, with my family, relatives, destiny friends, and all sorts of other friends at the bbq and chalet, and home events. recieved lots of cool presents, thanks everyone.
then immediately I flew in the A380 to sydney for a little holiday, and exploration. It was indeed a smooth take off, smooth flight, BUT. an extremely HARD landing. so hard that we thought the plane was going to break in half or something. literally, BAM! the flight back was better. not much of a problem at all. it was an enlighting experience with the people, culture, food, sights and other things. great food there btw. =P
then back from aussie, i have had several things, such as to get my graduation attire, get my international licence, go for NS medical checkups, which i still have several more to go through because of some complications.
And of course, also to go out with a really special friend. =D
So, thats all the updates. Msn message me for more enquries. =)
You won! 12:32 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I really wonder who still visits my blog. haha.
but nevertheless I'm still going to blog, because it's my 21st birthday tomorrow!!!!
man, its such a new experience for me, like I'm really being moved out of my family's covering for the very first time. Although I will still be living in the same house, but I will be seen more as an adult individual. Seems scary as it may be, to face a world of still unknowns, for the many years ahead, but still, i'm thankful for having a friend many years older than I am, that has helped me through this last few days of my parent's dependence, into an adulthood. his name is David Theophillus. bringing me to learn many things, and teach me how to connect to the source of the rest of my life, that is Jesus. So that I can fully live out God's calling and purpose for my life.
Of course, my parents have also done incredibly well over all these years, i'm thankful to them with my life.
So, 21, here I come, just a few more hours to go! Lord, keep me safe.
You won! 4:00 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Exciting days ahead! :)
my birthday is within weeks! 2 to be exact! And I'm excited because it's my 21st!
10th Apr!!!
I will be holding a chalet at hopefully Sentosa, with BBQ to celebrate on 11 - 12 apr. Lemme know if you're interested to come ok! I'll be bugging you soon.
And another thing is, right after my birthday, I'm gonna fly off to Aussie! HAHA! such fun!
You won! 5:41 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
It has been an exhausting 3 weeks. Pst greg from aussie came down foe 2 weeks to teach a course and minister. way cool! then during the night, there's food and stuff for us. for me, i had a personal lesson on journaling. but all these were not held far from my place, thank God. just at the salvation army.
and i brought them around, and had the chance to go on the singapore flyer, ride the river taxi again, and visit those tourist places.
what else did i do? hmm. i think sleep alot?
but i think what was the best part, though it was miserly small compared the the whole time pst greg and eliz was here, was the word of encouragement that he spoke personally to me.
also things to note, my sister xf is back from laos with a whole bunch of interesting stories.
wendy's halfway through her taiwan trip with qinghui. think i'll get to eat some col taiwanese food when she's back.
weijian's still alive. haha. and going to guitar hunting sometime this week.
who else? erm, jess seems dead. haven heard from her in quite a long time. considering the fact she used to be asking me tons a week about cell group.
Destiny's music director asked me to lead worship next week. but i feel i'm not ready yet. i just wanna stick to drums for the moment.
had japanese spicy miso noodles for dinner yesterday at raffles city basment. it was swell! incredible food. and it's so interesting because when there's no customers, all the staff will be standing inside the stall facing front, even the cooks and manager. and when you are eating, they will of course serve you, but the rest who have nothing to do will be looking front. hahaha. but the food, although a pretty small selection compared to other restaurants, is really good to eat with generous portions. its the stall beside pizza house, and opposite new balance.
another thing is that i know of what some person is talking, but i just can't come to agreement. 8 is just too much. And older is another thing that i just cannot accept. despite the immediate connection made since long ago. looks similar, but just not the same. i'm sorry, i just cannot come to accept. but i think what's important is that i'm bringing plenty of great friends and guidance and platform to help and that understands person situations. that's what I dont want to sabotage. I really hope person is able to find help that really helps. and in turn find destiny.
On a different note, celibacy is hard to accept, or in my case unacceptable. so i choose to enter marriage and relationship with much optimism, despite all the bad news around. but I still trust God. isn't that faith?
I will return to drumming and guitaring and worship. and also meeting people I have never met. life, though confusing and tough at times, will be fun and fulfilling for me!
You won! 1:08 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
I found this video on youtube to be very interesting and well done. It's titled "kirby and the Love Equation" where kirby is a young maths wiz.
You won! 11:48 PM
My Zone supervisor, Yilun, and har boyfriend Eugene. It was their wedding few weeks back, but sadly, I missed it. Nevertheless, when I saw this video, it really touched my heart. What a beautiful couple! One of the happiest and most gorgeous weddings I've ever seen. You can see the real joy and happiness from the start till end.
why is it like a dark hole once again? deep and dark. where's the light?
What is life? what is acceptance? what is friendship? what fills that emptiness? what brings satisfaction? fulfillment?
so many questions and yet none of them fully describes the situation.
I guess God is what I hang on to. goes beyond my intelligence, because He created me. it's like hanging on to nothing, yet something is there that holds on to you. beyond understanding, yet so powerful and so real.